Category: Weeknotes

  • Things List #1 – 12/15/2025

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    The Resonant Computing Manifesto

    We call this quality resonance. It’s the experience of encountering something that speaks to our deeper values. It’s a spark of recognition, a sense that we’re being invited to lean in, to participate.

    This is a really impressive, and concise manifesto. Can sometimes feel like a faraway pipe dream, but maybe that’s the point.

    How to get through cold, wet, dreary days

    Reading provided me with proof that other ways of living were possible. Reading provided me with proof that people could love each other.

    Same. Just same.


    Watched

    Superman: I know I’m late to the party, okay. Cheesy in mostly the right ways. Good reminder that Superman does good.

    Emily the Criminal: There’s wrong turns everywhere. What’s there to do when we’ve created a world that always pushes you towards one? There’s a really devastating cycle at the heart of this one.


    Other

    / Might try this chicken harvest sweetgreen dupe

    /privacy first newsletter platform with no stats which maybe I should consider moving to

    / This tweet is really good

  • #40: Rules of the Bus

    This week was my oldest first week at Kindergarten. It’s also his first time taking a bus, which was formative for me. I have a lot of memories of the bus. All of my friends, up until high school, were kids I was on the bus with. I had one kid chase me off the bus to beat me up on my front lawn. But most of the time, it was pretty cool. You spend a lot of time there.

    I was wondering at one point the rules of the bus start to become a thing. At some point, who gets to sit where becomes an unwritten rule. Usually, older kids in the back. More leeway for bad shit the further you get back. My son’s on a bus with kindergarteners, first graders, and second graders. I figured for the most part, the rules don’t apply.

    Well, I was wrong.

    His third day back he said that his friend told him that older kids sit in the back. The second graders, I guess. One second grader apparently refuses to. He sits in the front. According to my son, he’s breaking the rules. I’m not sure how his friend got the rules, but they’re already spreading.

    Fortunately, he likes sitting in the front. He really likes following the rules too. Just one more way he’s exactly like my wife.

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  • #38: On Birthdays

    We just celebrated my older son’s birthday this weekend, with about a standard a party as you can throw. He had a blast. His friends had a blast. It was so much fun. My birthday is coming up soon and I am becoming a much less exciting age.

    I think that birthdays, and birthday parties, are for kids. It’s kind of a core ideology of mine.

    That makes me a bit of a curmudgeon. But I think it’s for good reason. When your young, and I’m perfectly happy to accept that this extends into young adulthood, there are years that are true milestones. You are so rapidly advancing through life that to come together with friends and have a good time can be a really genuine celebration of something momentous. There’s a real burst of energy in kids parties that represents this that I just don’t think you see with adults.

    As you get older, those milestones fade. Our process for advancing becomes something we need to actually work on, not something that just comes with time. And then that phase in life hits, I think it’s time to put away the parties and celebrate those milestones in another way.

    But hey, that’s just me.


    John Gardner on the process of self-renewal

    Life is an endless unfolding, and if we wish it to be, an endless process of self-discovery, an endless and unpredictable dialogue between our own potentialities and the life situations in which we find ourselves. The purpose is to grow and develop in the dimensions that distinguish humankind at its best.


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  • #34: Outlining

    I followed a link in a newsletter to an article about how to build anything extremely quickly, which felt like bs at first, but is actually just a very simple technique the author calls “outline speedrunning”. It starts with two steps.

    1. Make an outline of the project
    2. For each item in the outline, make an outline. Do this recursively until the items are small

    The remaining steps are how to actually build the project, which is to say by speedrunning through the build as well. Then there are some examples. But what I really like are those first two steps.

    I admire people that can take a look at a project and outline its steps in detail. It requires patience and foresight, and I’m impressed when I see people on our team do it. I tend to operate a little more chaotically, feeling my way around a project as I go. It’s worked out well, but not all projects fit that way.

    So the speedrunning part of outlining was appealing because it’s a way to do it without getting in my own head about it. Just sit down and do it. As a first round I did a bit of outline speedrunning for a new project I’m working on.

    I think it was kind of helpful. I kind of like this outlining speedrunning.

    Donald Hall on the essential third thing in love.

    most of the time our gazes met and entwined as they looked at a third thing. Third things are essential to marriages, objects or practices or habits or arts or institutions or games or human beings that provide a site of joint rapture or contentment. Each member of a couple is separate; the two come together in double attention. Lovemaking is not a third thing but two-in-one. John Keats can be a third thing, or the Boston Symphony Orchestra, or Dutch interiors, or Monopoly.

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  • #33: Collections

    I’ve got my mind on collections this week.

    Collections in the second brain sense of the word. Big blogs of knowledge that I have that are scattered across thoughts, bits of paper, digital notes and various bookmarks. I’m a little bit obsessed with collections because I think, taken as a whole, they basically describe who I am and all of the things rattling around on my pages.

    So right here on this site I want to try to create a series of collection pages which combine:

    • Notes and bookmarks I keep on this blog
    • Highlights collected in Raindrop
    • Pieces from other sites I write on
    • A general blob of content that can serve as an introduction / organizational piece

    That seems doable. Going to experiment with it a bit in WordPress.

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  • #32: Google’s Decay

    A call and response, between Casey Newton and Mike Masnick, with plenty of others that have commented lately.

    First, Newton on Google’s turn into AI, and it’s rather predictable and yet still somehow inevitable results that make everything a little worse. As Google drives people to scraped information without attributing a source, people won’t click anymore. And that’s what Google wants.

    Still, as the first day of I/O wound down, it was hard to escape the feeling that the web as we know it is entering a kind of managed decline. Over the past two and a half decades, Google extended itself into so many different parts of the web that it became synonymous with it. And now that LLMs promise to let users understand all that the web contains in real time, Google at last has what it needs to finish the job: replacing the web, in so many of the ways that matter, with itself.

    There’s an argument that Google will still have an incentive to drive people to actual websites, because that’s how Adsense makes money and Adsense is a cash cow. I’m skeptical of that argument. Ads are on a steep decline, and I don’t think Google has ever really cared much about cannibalizing their own business. Anything for progress.

    Mike Misnick thinks the solution lies outside of Google anyway, and I agree. He points to decentralized systems. Not because they are better, necessarily, but simply because they are more difficult to contorl.

    And it’s one of the reasons I am still hoping that people will spend more time thinking about solutions that involve decentralization. Not necessarily because of “search” (which tends to be more of a centralized tool by necessity), but because the world of decentralized social media could offer an alternative to the world in which all the information we consume is intermediated by a single centralized player, whether it’s a search engine like Google, or a social media service like Meta.

    It’s the decay of a once great service that’s interesting. It’s easy that Google is an institution. But Google was invented in 1997. It didn’t have dominance like it does until about 15 years ago. It very well can somewhere and very well may go straight into the dumpster if they keep pumping out crap.

    And it’s hard to think the world wouldn’t be a better place for it at this point.


    George Sauders on living life without regret:

    So what is stopping me from stepping outside my habitual crap? 

    My mind, my limited mind. 

    The story of life is the story of the same basic mind readdressing the same problems in the same already discredited ways.


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  • #31: Momentum

    This week’s challenge has been momentum. How to find it. How to keep it. How to sustain it.

    I say it because my week was bookended by watching the kids, made necessary by some day care closings and shuffling around. Rewarding days, and one’s that I try not to take for granted. But trying to slide back and forth between dad mode and work mode all the time like that makes momentum very hard.

    The ideal state would be something like flow, where I could build up a bit of inertia and really dig into this thing or that, at home or with work. Flow was easier in my 20’s. These days it’s more about strategies that help me move around and stay productive.

    Breaking things up helps. Blocks of time help (I’ve gotten pretty good at writing in 30 minute chunks). But the most important part is prioritizing everything. I have to make sure that when I get a bit of time, and I sit down and do something, I’m not falling into a trap of making incremental progress on something meaningless.

    I once saw this called procastgress

    Progress is better than perfection, but it’s important to not fall into the trap of what I call procrastgress – little bits of progress that are not getting any closer to done, and in fact are just a form of procrastination. Procrastgress

    One thing I do is keep a list of all of the projects that I’m chipping away at.

    I call it my Incremental Progress List.

    It’s a big list of all of the things I can’t just finish as a simple task. In the larger productivity world, it’s probably something more like a habit, but I find that they have an end. Larger documentation handbooks or internal tools I’m working on at work. Organizing the garage, cleaning out the shed.

    I’ve added a progress bar under each project on the list. Every time I do a bit more, I tick the progress bar up. It’s a manual thing, based on more or less where I think I am. But it helps me to feel like I’m working towards something.

    Sometimes I have a spare 30 minutes, and when I do, I don’t want to have to think about what to do. So I check the Incremental Progress list, grab something doable, and chip away at another 30 minutes.

    The hardest part is getting that list in front of myself at the right time. It sounds a little bit silly, but I need to turn it into a habit that I mechanically reach for. It’s too easy for my brain to get distracted by actual procrastination otherwise. So that’s what’s next for me.


    Marcus Aurelius on choosing kindness.

    Try living the life of a good man* and see how it too suits you — a man who’s gratified by the lot he’s been assigned by the universe and satisfied with the justice of his acts and the kindness of his character.

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  • #29: I think I’m using AI wrong

    I think I’m using AI wrong.

    Not wrong, obviously. There’s no right way to use AI. In fact, there may not be an ideal use case and if there is we certainly haven’t found it yet. And, as Molly White pointed out, maybe we shouldn’t be using it all.

    What I mean is that I think I’m using it differently. When I compare notes against how other people are using it, I seem to be a bit off the mark. For instance, I see a lot of people that use it to help them think. They field questions against a chatbox, or use it to explain a chunk of code for them, or to connect disparate ideas together. Stuff like that.

    It makes sense, I guess. I can’t wrap my head around it. When I first started using AI a bit in my writing, I used it to revise and rewrite a few things, which is where I find I guess most stuck. But then everything spit out in that sing songy, hustle culture, corporate-speak-with-exclamation-points-on-every-sentence way and I just gave up.

    When I turn to it now, which is less and less, I use it to finish a thought. If I’m writing a bit of code, I’ll map out the structure and start to write a function name, then let Copilot fill in a first draft for me to look at. If I’m looking for a certain word or a turn of a phrase, maybe I’ll take that over to ChatGPT.

    When I have something on the tip of my tongue, I turn to AI. And I haven’t really found another way to use it.

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  • #28: The Speed of Travel

    In East of Eden, Steinbeck comments on the way in which time has become compressed in the modern age.

    The split second has been growing more and more important to us. And as human activities become more and more intermeshed and integrated, the split tenth of a second will emerge, and then a new name must be made for the split hundredth, until one day, although I don’t believe it, we’ll say, “Oh, the hell with it. What’s wrong with an hour?” But it isn’t silly, this preoccupation with small time units. One thing late or early can disrupt everything around it, and the disturbance runs outward in bands like the waves from a dropped stone in a quiet pool.

    In the days of early industrialization, in the 18th and 19th centuries, traveling relatively far distances became something more broadly possible. By carriage or by train or by boat, you had the first lurches of globalization as vast empires spread across the globe.

    When I read about traveling in books, or from events of the time, I’m struck by how slow it all feels when compared to today. Travel time was mapped in days and weeks, not hours. Seconds mattered little.

    Along the way, you would need to stop. Pretty often actually. To rest, or to gather supplies, or to get some water and food, or change horses, or dozens of other things. Stories in these fictional universes visit distant relatives along the way—that they maybe have not seen for quite a long time, or ever at all—stopping in for a warm fire and a bit of company.

    Finding these connections along the way was an essential part of travel. You would have to rely on the kindness of strangers and relatives to make it anywhere. These serendipitous, and sometimes chance, encounters provided the backdrop for a lot of fiction written from this time.

    But then we became obsessed with the split second. The speed of travel. Trains, planes and automobiles.

    I went with the whole family to Pennsylvania this past weekend. It was so fun, we had a really, really good time. Honestly, the most fun we’ve had together since C was born. Just the best possibly family trip.

    The drive was about four hours, and we more or less drove through the whole way, stopping here and there. Along the way I passed about half a dozen old friends and relatives. A lot of them I haven’t seen in a while. But we drove on.

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    • Monday: Chicken thighs and rice noodles
    • Tuesday (leftovers)
    • Wednesday Pork Tenderloin
    • Thursday: Pork Tenderloin tacos
    • Friday: Takeout

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  • Hosting Easter

    This past weekend, we hosted Easter at our house. Almost 20 people, ranging from four years old to seventy. It went really well, but what a day! Anyway, this is the schedule I followed throughout the day.

    We wanted an early dinner, so the goal was to have everything out by about 4. After some wrangling, we were all eating by 4:30. My mother-in-law was nice enough to prepare the gravy (sauce) and meatballs the night before and bring that over.

    What I need:

    • 2 full baking sheets for the zucchini and potatoes
    • Stock pot and colander
    • Skillet
    • Oven Trays

    10:30 : Prep begins

    Remove the lamb, trim the fat off of it

    Prep the marinade (also, this video)

    • 1/4 cup olive oil
    • 1 – 2tbsp cut rosemary
    • 1 – 2tbsp parlsey
    • A little juice of the lemon
    • 4 tsp of garlic (or more)

    Cut the potatoes in half and throw them in some water

    Prep the potatoes seasoning

    • 2 tsp garlic powder
    • 2.5 tsp italian seasoning
    • 2 tsp paprika
    • 3 tbsp parmesean cheese
    • 1 tsp salt
    • Pinch of black pepper

    12:30: Get the lamb ready

    Pull the lamb from the fridge

    • Season it with 1tbsp of salt on each side, plus a bit of pepper
    • Add the herb marinade
    • Roll it, truss it, get it ready for the oven

    Preheat the oven to 425

    1:30: Lamb goes in the oven

    Lamb goes in at 425 for 20 minutes, then down to 325
    This thing is 6.7lbs. It could be anywhere from 2 to 2.5 hours, pull it when the internal temp hits 135

    • Note: It took around 2 hours to cook, with temperature at around 300

    2:30: Start on potatoes

    Dry, season and prep the potatoes

    • Add parchment paper to 2 baking sheets
    • Drizzle and spread oil on each
    • Sprinkle the potato seasoning on each pan
    • Place each potato face down
    • Preheat the second oven to 400

    Start on the zucchini

    • Halve and score the zucchinis
    • Snow salt on to cross hatched zucchini

    3:00: Sides

    Potatoes go in the oven

    Start warming the gravy on the stove

    3:30: Cook the Zucchini

    • Put the Zucchini into the skillet, a few minutes on each side
    • Move them to a plate as they get finished up
    • Add salt, pepper and a bit of italian seasoning and garlic to each

    3:30 – 4:00: Everything everything.

    Zucchinis in the oven

    • Raise heat to 450 in the second oven
    • Put zucchini in for 25 minutes or so

    Pull the lamb when it’s finished

    • Put Manicotti in when the lamb is finished

    Put the water for the spagetthi up

    • Throw the spaghetti in for a few minutes then transfer to the colander

    4:00 – 4:30: We eat!

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  • #25: Superhero movies were a blip

    Dune’s been on my mind. Not simply for the technical mastery on display, or for its commitment to theatrical spectacle, or even for its place in the larger cultural landscape of 2024.

    I’m just kind of impressed that its a bonafide modern franchise not tied to some sort of superhero source material. It’s not even all that original. Obviously, it’s adapted from a very popular sci-fi series, and it’s been tried before. But the (in some ways far too incessant) comparisons to Star Wars go beyond its thematic and stylistic similarities. It’s a generational blockbuster film franchise that’s self-contained, in its own world, sweeping through audiences. It’s big and epic and interesting and exciting in a way that we haven’t seen in a while.

    It does feel like this year we are starting to see some return to movies as they existed before the days of Marvel. There are summer blockbusters, and mega franchises. There are shots in the dark like Everything, Everywhere all at once. Kevin Costner is even making Westerns again.

    When I first met my now wife, we used to go to an indie theater every week and see whatever was out. There was always some indie rom-com (this was the era of 500 days of summer) or drama that was fun and stylistically original and had a nice self-contained story to it. Then movies got split into either mega blockbusters or super low budget, barely watched indies. All those middle of the road films disappeared.

    So it’s fun to see a movie like this about a woman who tries to reconnect with her boyfriend, who passed away, through connections through music. It’s exactly the kind of thing we would’ve went to the movie to see. Maybe those kinds of movies are coming back.

    And it’s possible that after all of this, superhero movies and never-ending, interconnected IP will be more of a blip of film history rather than a seismic and enduring paradigm shift.

    Maybe multiverses will be all too much.

    Maybe we’ll be able to just make movies again.

    Bookmarks & Notes

    When ChatGPT and it’s many, many competitors began flooding the market, I started to use it a bit in my writing. Mostly I would set it up with something I had written and ask for a revision, then pull some things here and there I liked. But over time, it’s for sure slipping out of use for me. I like this guide from the iA team, Writing with AI . It’s more pragmatic than a lot of other things that I’ve seen. It’s advice essentially boils down to turning to something like ChatGPT at times when you are stuck. Like a rubber duck, but for ideas. But this caution is so important for me:

    AI can and will ruin your voice and credibility if you lazily let it write in your place. As writers we can not allow AI to replace our own thinking. We should use it to simulate the thinking of a missing dialogue partner. To write better, we need to think more, not less.

    I was also feeling that AI was beginning to rob me of my voice. And without that, what else do I even have?


    We Need to Talk About the Front Web. As a generalist, that works with a lot of full stack developers, I have mixed feelings about the division between the front-end and it’s tradeoffs with back-end expertise. But I do understand the way that the intention and semantics of HTML is under attack, and in slow decay. And so I really do appreciate Angela Ricci’s point of view here. The whole thing is absolutely worth a read, I enjoyed every bit of it.

    That’s the web today: abstractions, intertwined dependencies, heavy tools, thirty-party libraries, client-side JavaScript frameworks… SPAs! — we simply broke the web with these.

    And man does the web feel broken sometimes.


    I don’t know if I see No Labels as a “dangerous” experiment, but after reading the profile on them in The Atlantic I’m left wondering, what is even the point of this (other than to placate the egos of it’s founders)?


    Kierkegaard on the root of despair

    The relation to himself is something a human being cannot be rid of, just as little as he can be rid of himself, which for that matter is one and the same thing, since the self is indeed the relation to oneself… With despair a fire takes hold in something that cannot burn, or cannot be burned up — the self… To despair over oneself, in despair to want to be rid of oneself, is the formula for all despair.

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  • #24: Sunday Sauce

    I married into a very big Italian family, with roots in Sicily. So one of the things I learned pretty early on was how to make Sunday gravy (or Sunday sauce depending on your region of origin). I make it here and there, and it’s good for a couple of days worth of leftovers.

    I looked around at a few recipes, and this one felt the closest to the method that I know. Except I don’t use wine, and most of the time I’ll just use sugar instead of carrots, if anything.

    The most important parts of Sunday Gravy, as I understand it, is the long simmer, and the quality of the tomatoes.

    The beauty of it is that you can get going sometime in the morning and leave it to simmer all day, coming back to stir it from time to time. That’s how the tomatoes break apart, and the sauce thickens, and eventually the flavors of the meat combine with it. It’s meant to be cooked slow. That’s why it’s for Sundays.

    And for tomatoes, as the recipe I linked to mentions, you probably want to use the San Marzano variation of whatever can of tomatoes are at your local supermarket. You can really use whatever you want, and you can either buy whole peeled tomatoes and crush them yourself or just buy them crushed. But the quality of the sauce is more or less dependent on what you chose, so it’s probably worth a couple of extra bucks.

    Anyway, this being less of a formal recipe, here are the steps I generally follow.

    1. In a large sauce or stock post, dice up a yellow or white onion and saute it in a healthy tablespoon or two of olive oil. Add a bit of salt while you do.
    2. When the onions are nice and tender, add in some tomato paste. Not quite the full thing of a whole small can. Maybe like 3/4 of it. Add a heap of garlic.
    3. After about a minute or so of moving that all around dump in two 28 oz cans of your tomatoes. Fill up one can with just water and dump that in too. Stir, cover and raise your heat.
    4. Once the sauce is boiling gently, take the heat back down and uncover. Add some more salt and pepper, a lot of fresh basil (pretty key that it’s fresh, imo) and a tablespoon or more of seasoning. You can add some grated carrots, or a healthy pinch of sugar, or a half a packet of Sweet N Low. All of those are just meant to balance out the acidity with some sweetness. You may not even need it.
    5. You can leave this going for a long time, several hours or more if you want. Stir every 20 minutes at least to keep the bottom from burning.
    6. Make your meatballs. I won’t go into all the details, but use a bit of fresh basil with those too. And you can soak some old bread in milk instead of breadcrumbs too.
    7. Once the meatballs are fried, add them to the sauce for at least an hour, until they are cooked through
    8. Continue seasoning as needed
    9. Serve it right away, or the next day, or both

    I enjoy making it, and it makes a fine meal. But I really like a food with such a clear tradition. It’s meant to be left on the stovetop as your kids and your grandkids scamper around the house. It’s meant to be tasted with a wooden spoon every so often. It’s meant for a lazy day inside when dinner can be served at anytime. It’s Sunday gravy (sauce).


    Bookmarks & Notes

    Cory Doctrow is really on to something with this whole enshittificaiton thing. At the beginning of this year, he posted a talk he gave about it to his blog. I like the way that Doctrow sums it up:

    It’s a three stage process: First, platforms are good to their users; then they abuse their users to make things better for their business customers; finally, they abuse those business customers to claw back all the value for themselves. Then, they die.

    And we’re seeing that happen to the platforms that we love, only slowly. And it’s going to drive people away from the web, which is a tragedy.


    Laws aren’t going to catch up to this kind of thing. And in the meantime, we’re just going to let artists have their entire careers sucked up by machines.


    Got to see Dune 2 on the big screen. Perhaps Villeneuve’s best work. Perhaps one of my favorite films of all time. Just an incredible, lived-in world that’s beautifully realized and consistent. It’s got all the right story beats, even when it missteps here and there, and it doesn’t beat you over the head with exposition in a way that feels very natural. But this is going to be remembered for its technical brilliance. For all the talk of a bland cinematographic palette, there is something incredibly precise about every aspect of the film’s audiovisual landscape. There is not a single moment that distract the eyes or the ears. Everything is exactly in its place.


    James Hollis on the transition into midlife

    Symptoms of midlife distress are in fact to be welcomed, for they represent not only an instinctually grounded self underneath the acquired personality but a powerful imperative for renewal… In effect, the person one has been is to be replaced by the person to be. The first must die… Such death and rebirth is not an end in itself; it is a passage. It is necessary to go through the Middle Passage to more clearly achieve one’s potential and to earn the vitality and wisdom of mature aging. Thus, the Middle Passage represents a summons from within to move from the provisional life to true adulthood, from the false self to authenticity.

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    Revolutions
    Add to the Count of Monte Cristo
    Review projects in Obsidian
    Add to collections in Obsidian
    Set a weekly focus
    Publish Weeknote
  • #23: The React Rewrite

    I think about rewriting code a lot. If you’ve been at it for enough years, you’ll inevitably find yourself in many conversations about whether or not a team should be rewriting a codebase when faced with a project that is opaque, frustratingly slow and nonsensical. It can very quickly feel like a rewrite is the only option.

    Developers will often advocate for that solution, and I understand why. It can be liberating. It’s like clearing away an overgrown thicket to reveal a perfectly clear path ahead. If only the code was cleaner and more maintainable, the argument goes, we could deliver even more new features in half the time. We just need to refactor it first.

    But that is rooted in a flawed premise. Like anything, software tends to deteriorate over time and usually, it doesn’t necessitate drastic measures like a complete rewrite. Instead, what it often requires is simple, boring, regular old maintenance. I’d be willing to be that if you are considering a rewrite, it’s probably the wrong idea.

    A lot of the value that an agency like mine brings to a project is that perspective. When a client comes to us with an untenable codebase, we know how to maneuver through them, identify the most critical issues, and triage different parts for a more selective, focused refactoring that emphasizes incremental change. In other words, it’s our job to understand what we’re working with and identify the places where we can have the biggest impact.

    It’s a mark of a seasoned programmer to have the ability to do that and the willpower to resist the temptation of a rewrite.There’s a reason that Joel Splosky named it the single biggest strategic mistake you can make. The value that you add to a codebase is usually going to do little more than match the effort that’s already gone in. There are definitely cases when a rewrite is necessary, but they are very rare.

    And so we need to face the fact that the trajectory of the React project is at odds with what most experienced programmers can agree is a commonly accepted principle. Because React changes a lot. It’s very nature necessitates either pinning yourself to some obscure version, or being in a constant state of either preparing a code rewrite or just having completed one.

    It’s I think the most profound insight in Simon MacDonald’s removing React is just weakness leaving your codebase. React is not static but it doesn’t organically evolve. It unveils entirely new best practices and internal APIs every few years. And every time it does, we are forced to rewrite. And again, rewriting is typically a bad idea.

    By choosing React, we’ve signed up for a lot of unplanned work. Think of the value we could have produced for our users and company if we weren’t subject to the whims of whatever the cool kids were doing over in React.

    Stop signing up for breaking changes!

    Our code is filled with breaking changes. We don’t need our frameworks to add more.


    Bookmarks & Notes

    MacDonald also references the rule of least power, which I had never heard of.

    When designing computer systems, one is often faced with a choice between using a more or less powerful language for publishing information, for expressing constraints, or for solving some problem. This finding explores tradeoffs relating the choice of language to reusability of information. The “Rule of Least Power” suggests choosing the least powerful language suitable for a given purpose.

    W3C

    There is no moral imperative to be miserable, and nihilistic resignation is the most conservative affect of all.

    To be truly radical, James Greig suggests, you can try to take control of your own state of mind.


    Notes

    Maybe I could list out the focuses and the indiivdual tasks for a week and then do timeblocking / task management in the actual days? Something like that.

    Next week focus:

    • I’ve gotta finish taxes, call school
    • Post the changes to the sprint review meeting
    • Prep agenda for retreat
    • Spray for bugs
    • Clean nuggests
    • Put up cabinet
    Check Asana
    Clear out Reeder
    Check Inbox Note
    Read through emails
    Go through “To Sort” In Raindrop
    Review projects in Obsidian
    Add to collections in Obsidian
    Set a weekly focus
    Publish Weeknote
  • #22: Taking the Long View

    I have been thinking about East of Eden since I finished it, not too long ago. And Lee, as a character and presumably a sort of surrogate for the author, is full of some really fascinating asides. He talks about how much he loves bookshops throughout the novel, and even leaves to go open his own (returning shortly after). When he mentions this to Adam, he lays out the rest of his life in front of him.

    I want to open a bookstore in Chinatown in San Francisco. I would live in the back, and my days would be full of discussions and arguments. I would like to have in stock some of those dragon-carved blocks of ink from the dynasty of Snug. The boxes are worm-bored, and the ink is made from fir smoke…

    …I would like to have my little bookshop at last. I would like to die there.

    When I look at my life, I feel as if I can barely see six months ahead. Maybe I have some plans for the next year. But even stretching out best laid plans a few years out in front of me feels blurry and unstable. Nevermind being able to succinctly describe what I’d like to die doing.

    I think that one of the knock-on effects of our collapsing attention spans is the inability to take the long view. There are a growing number of self-help books, and anti-self-help-books and don’t-call-it-self-help books that you can shell out $30 for so they can tell you as much. Embrace minimalism, find focus, and clear your mind of distractions to catch up with the pace of modernity.

    The knack—the trick at the center

    Which is the subject of a growing number of self-help books designed to embrace minimalism, and shed distractions, and find focus, and generally race to catch up with the pace of modernity.

    It is difficult to find the courage and clarity needed to just slow down. T ounderstand that you can’t get to everything you want and that a singula rpursuit informed by passion is far more satisifying than trying to do it all. And I appreciate Lee in East of Eden because I think he echoes the author, who, at another point in the novel finds his own diagnosis.

    The split second has been growing more and more important to us. And as human activities become more and more intermeshed and integrated, the split tenth of a second will emerge, and then a new name must be made for the split hundredth, until one day, although I don’t believe it, we’ll say, “Oh, the hell with it. What’s wrong with an hour?” But it isn’t silly, this preoccupation with small time units. One thing late or early can disrupt everything around it, and the disturbance runs outward in bands like the waves from a dropped stone in a quiet pool.

    How can I say goodbye to these small time units?


    In her newsletter, Molly White has been delivering a near-flawless streak of new entires over the last couple of months. One of those was about Chris Dixon’s hot of the presses Web3 book “Read Write Own.” Based on what I’ve seen, I don’t think the book is going to be worth my time, filled mostly with the hollow promises that characterize Web3 and crypto in general.

    One aspect of Web3 that always pisses me off is its overlooking of simple, reliable technologies that are already serving the needs of millions of people, because they lack the flashiness of whatever VC happens to be obsessed with. Which White points out:

    It’s profoundly weird to read RSS’s obituary as a person who checks her very-much-still-alive feed reader several times a day to get everything from cryptocurrency news to dinner ideas, and who rarely encounters a website that doesn’t provide a functional feed.a And does Dixon somehow not know that much of the thriving podcasting industry is built on RSS, or that many other apps and websites build features on top of RSS without their users ever even knowing it?

    But of course, RSS is unlikely to attract billions in investment. After all, it’s pretty much done. There’s no room for lofty pretensions of what it almost definitely will not become.


    Lisa Barrett on how emotions are made:

    Emotions do not shine forth from the face nor from the maelstrom of your body’s inner core. They don’t issue from a specific part of the brain. No scientific innovation will miraculously reveal a biological fingerprint of any emotion. That’s because our emotions aren’t built-in, waiting to be revealed. They are made. By us. We don’t recognize emotions or identify emotions: we construct our own emotional experiences, and our perceptions of others’ emotions, on the spot, as needed, through a complex interplay of systems. Human beings are not at the mercy of mythical emotion circuits buried deep within animalistic parts of our highly evolved brain: we are architects of our own experience.

    Notes

    Active Proejcts:

    • Taxes
    • Visual Regression
    • Async Retreat (Plan agenda, set time)
    • Organize and Declutter (cabinet / move things aorund)
    • History of the Web new design (launch)
    • Hemmings kickoff
    Check Asana
    Clear out Reeder
    Check Inbox Note
    Read through emails
    Go through “To Sort” In Raindrop
    Review projects in Obsidian
    Add to collections in Obsidian
    Set a weekly focus
    Publish Weeknote
  • #21: The art of letting go

    This week’s post is brought to you by the letter L. It’s all about letting go.

    My wife and I did a weekend project (including not one, but two trips to IKEA) to straighten up and declutter our playroom. Years of accumulated toys, junk, and forgotten happy meal trinkets had piled up and it was time for a much-needed purge.

    Right away, I needed to let go. First I needed to let go of things on behalf of my two sons. As I sifted through the piles of clutter, I had to make a decision about what goes in the donate pile, with very little input from my two sons. Letting go, on behalf of another, is a pretty unfamiliar feeling.

    But there was a different kind of letting go, of my own need for control and order. My wife’s method of quick and decisive action sometimes clashes with my own much slower and methodical nature. Both have their advantages for different kinds of projects but it’s clear that a quick burst directed at decluttering was going to be far more effective. So we did it her way and it was pretty successful.

    So in a lot of ways I spent much of the weekend letting things wash over for me. But it can be terrifying to cede control to others and let nature take its course. Of course the only alternative is to gather everything around you until it suffocates you into submission.

    In my life, I have found that I am a collector of digital debris. My computer is a mix of assorted notes, workflows, lists and various stashes of makeshift junk drawers in this application or that. I don’t know why I do it or who it’s for. But if I think too hard about it I’m forced to confront my own mortality and think about where it will all go when I’m gong. So mostly I just kind of avoid thinking about it at all.

    But learning to let go is a good thing. And that’s why I like this blog. It provides a bit of finality to an idea or a loop in my head. Writing helps me think it out. And these words hold more meaning than the hundreds of forgotten notes I have stored away. Writing helps me make sense of the debris. It helps me to let go.


    I saw this tweet from Dan Brooks recently

    Which was a banger. And so that got me to read the linked article, a profile of billionaire Bill Ackman and his descent into social media fueled mania and paranoia over the last six months to a year.

    Look, Ackman isn’t especially stupid. Some of his ideas, particularly about the insular and single-mindedness of elite liberal arts institutions, are not without merit. But he’s also not especially smart. And he more or less got to where he is coasting on waves of luck and opportunity funded by generational wealth.

    When he was confronted by a new generation of people who had different ideas than the ones he built his fortune and empire—people who simply did not give a shit who he was, mind you—he snapped.


    The writings of John Michael Greer are, well, complicated. He is obviously prolific and has very strong, important ideas. But he can also be such a frustrating read for me because he is so beholden to his own fatalistic view of the future (which he has proved to be right about, on occasion).

    But I was really impressed by a recent article called The Three Stigmata of J.R.R. Tolkien. It describes how modern political events are viewed through the lens of intentionally binary and contrived fiction, and therefore leads to fallacies in our understandings about the world.


    The Great Fiction of AI. I first saw this Verge article mentioned by Dave in a dozen thoughts about AI.

    There’s a lot to say about this article, which was fantastic. It highlights the issues created by the tech industry’s over-dependence on scale and algorithms. But now it’s the tech industry, again, that are selling the “solution” to that problem (the one they created) by pushing AI downstream to every other industry.

    So they follow readers to the microgenres into which Amazon’s algorithms classify their tastes, niches like “mermaid young adult fantasy” or “time-travel romance,” and keep them engaged by writing in series, each installment teasing the next, which already has a title and set release date, all while producing a steady stream of newsletters, tweets, and videos

    Platforms like AMazon and social media have been prioritizing frequency over quality for years. It compelled writers to create at a more rapid clip. Now, AI enters the picture, promising to expedite the writing process but paradoxically feeding off the creativity of the writers themselves. Now we have a swirling mass of uninspired content generated by AI which is, in essence, consuming itself.

    That is, they’re using it not because they have something to say but because they need to say something in order to “maintain relevance” — a phrase that I heard from AI-using novelists as well — on platforms already so flooded with writing that algorithms are required to sort it. It raises the prospect of a dizzying spiral of content generated by AI to win the favor of AI, all of it derived from existing content rather than rooted in fact or experience, which wouldn’t be so different from the internet we have now.

    I wonder what snake oil the tech industry will have for us in another decade as a solution to a web polluted by algorithmically generated Markov chains disguised as AI content.

    Notes

    • Bluffs update
    • Pick out glasses ahead of time
    • Respond to the FW: WalkMe/Intercom Integration email
    • Follow up on SilverRock requesting a change to the auto-increment
    • Renew Salesforce API key
    • Approve Thomas’ time off
    • I like the format of this for links on the history of the web blog: https://tomcritchlow.com/2024/02/16/narrative-strategy/
    • March 6 – 1PM ET VIP
    • Should I use Kagi? https://kagi.com/pricing
    • With Kagi I could use the universal summarizer with my Raindrop reading mode thing https://kagi.com/summarizer/api.html
    Check Asana
    Clear out Reeder
    Check Inbox Note
    Read through emails
    Go through “To Sort” In Raindrop
    Review projects in Obsidian
    Add to collections in Obsidian
    Set a weekly focus
    Publish Weeknote
  • #20: The analog, human web

    I read Casey Netwon’s timely How platforms killed Pitchfork, which has a number of incisive and realistically cynical insights in it, all of which are relevant in the modern fractured and declining digital era. But one thing that’s kind of sticking with me is this passing observation:

    On one level it’s impressive that Spotify can perfectly capture my musical taste in a series of data points, and regurgitate it to me in a series of weekly playlists. But as good as it has gotten, I can’t remember the last time it pointed me to something I never expected I would like, but ultimately fell totally in love with.

    This isn’t the most original thought, but a lack of genuine and human-centered discovery does seem to be a significant void in today’s web. Ironically, as we construct algorithmically fortified communities designed to guide us towards our preferences, we become so much like automatons ourselves, steered only towards what we’ve already pre-established as our likes and dislikes. In its most extreme form, this leads to the creation of echo chambers. But it has other knock-on effects as well.

    In response, efforts to reclaim a smaller and more personal web are actually attempts to redefine discovery through the lens of human insights and curation. It’s the same impulse that’s leading some to reclaim the word and spirit of the Luddites. But as both sides dig in their trenches, the web divides more.

    Which is maybe ok. But it’s instigated a thought. Do we need two words to define these two very different ways.

    I’ve been thinking over a term for all of this, one that’s somewhat like the way ‘analog’ is to ‘digital,’ that can help differentiate the web crafted by a human touch from the one build by (and sometimes, for) robots. The term ‘analog’ was initially used to depict how electrical signals are transmitted via devices like telephones and record players, in stark contrast to a digital signal, which is encoded and subsequently decoded. But it has slowly gathered into an entire culture.

    What we need is a term—an ‘analog’ equivalent—that encapsulates the essence of the human web. The small web. The personalized web that’s an intentions reflection of our human imperfections laid bare for others to see and explore, and maybe, to discover. I’m going to do a bit of thinking on this one.


    A recent episode of ‘Why is this Happening’ with Chris Hayes featured Robinson Meyer discussing climate change. Somewhere in the middle was this intriguing tidbit

    the number one predictor of whether you have solar panels on your roof is whether your neighbor has them.

    Network effects abound.


    Thich Nhat Hanh on the meaning of true love:


    Loving-kindness is not only the desire to make someone happy, to bring joy to a beloved person; it is the ability to bring joy and happiness to the person you love, because even if your intention is to love this person, your love might make him or her suffer.

    Notes

    Check Asana
    Clear out Reeder
    Check Inbox Note
    Read through emails
    Go through “To Sort” In Raindrop
    Review projects in Obsidian
    Add to collections in Obsidian
    Set a weekly focus
    Publish Weeknote
  • #19: Managing the what

    I have found that a lot about managing people comes down to trust. Earning, keeping it, directing it. And I guess, subconsciously or not, I have been collecting some articles over the past few months about how to give a team autonomy while still driving and focusing on accountability. So this is just a reference for those articles as they start to congeal in my mind.

    My unified theory on how this applies to management is still a work in progress, but I can start with an initial insight from Paul Taylor.

    People are downstream of the system

    And that’s a critical observation. Individuals in an organization are undeniably influenced by the systems and processes that are all around them. Often, when it seems that these processes are breaking down, it can actually just be an indicator of a deeper systemic issue.

    First, look at your systems with a critical ye. What you’re really looking for is patterns. What appears to be happening over and over. Where are the most common breakdowns in communications. These are gaps, and are great starting points. These recurring issues represent gaps and serve as excellent initial areas for improvement.

    But also, attack the why and make sure it’s shared. One strategy is to Manage the What, Not the How. This approach encourages clear alignment around shared goals through transparency. . It requires leaders to focus on defining the objectives and desired outcomes without micromanaging the specific methods by which the team members achieve these results.

    The key to exceptional management is to get great at defining the “what”. As a leader, you need to know how to create alignment, how to clarify what you expect, and how to communicate all of it.

    Clarity in communication and expectations sets the stage for a team’s success. When leaders excel in explicating the “what” – the objectives, targets, and benchmarks – they provide a clear direction for the team to follow, a clarity that enables the team to understand the purpose behind their work and align their efforts accordingly.

    There are nuances to this approach. There might need to be greater control over the how for team members that struggle to collaborate or are more junior. But on teams comprised of more senior, experienced individuals, the strategy of managing the “what” can be adopted as a systemic approach, empowering team members to leverage their expertise and take initiative. By establishing clear goals, leaders can trust their teams to determine the most effective “how” – the processes, techniques, and strategies – to reach those goals. In doing so, leaders encourage innovation and drive accountability through autonomy.

    All of which is tied up rather well by another article I have read, which extends the Cathedral and Bazaar metaphor to management. And I think it most clearly articulates the vision I have for myself as a leader.

    The bazaar manager is like the organizer of the bazaar. Leaders in this style tend to have a broad vision, a flexible plan, and a flat network of roles and responsibilities for the team. The manager acts as the facilitator, the coach, and the enabler of the team’s work, defining goals and objectives and providing guidelines, feedback, and resources, while empowering the team to define their own tasks, processes, and standards, encouraging them to explore and innovate.

    As a facilitator, the bazaar manager does not dictate each move but rather sets the stage for innovation and creativity. The managers role here is to provide clear goals and objectives-the what-while giving some latitude to the team to approach problems in their own unique ways.

    It is a form of leadership that trusts in the capabilities of the team members and their ability to collaborate effectively. And so trust remains at the center of it all.


    Chapter 34 of East of Eden begins like this:

    A child may ask, “What is the world’s story about?” And a grown man or woman may wonder, “What way will the world go? How does it end and, while we’re at it, what’s the story about?”

    I believe that there is one story in the world, and only one, that has frightened and inspired us…

    It’s a short, precise, poignant chapter. Around 900 words later, it ends like this:

    We have only one story. All novels, all poetry, are built on the never-ending contest in ourselves of good and evil. And it occurs to me that evil must constantly respawn, while good, while virtue, is immortal. Vice has always a new fresh young face, while virtue is venerable as nothing else in the world is.

    I want to write the whole chapter down and take it with me wherever I go.


    Oliver Sacks with a prescient reflection on the irreproducibility of the human mind:

    in contrast to a computer, that nothing is ever precisely repeated or reproduced; that there is, rather, a continual revision and reorganization of perception and memory, so that no two experiences (or their neural bases) are ever precisely the same. Experience is ever-changing, like Heraclitus’ stream. This streamlike quality of mind and perception, of consciousness and life, cannot be caught in any mechanical model — it is only possible in an evolving creature… One is not an immaterial soul, floating around in a machine. I do not feel alive, psychologically alive, except insofar as a stream of feeling — perceiving, imagining, remembering, reflecting, revising, recategorizing runs through me. I am that stream — that stream is me.

    Notes

    Today:

    • WP Mail SMTP check in
    • Scorecard
    • Publish this post
    • Review collections (add to async and management collections with what we have in “To Sort”)
    • Start prepping the paperwork
    • Book a vision appointment
    • Watch first part of Vonnegut
    • Garbages

    Add to notebook:

    • Have to do taxes soon
    • Spray for bugs  
    • Look at tree in backyard 
    • Carpet cleaning in playroom
    • Review Tina’s updates to core process
    • Check on Plugin updates
    • Follow up on Mail devlierability


    Week focus:
    – Visual regression workflow
    – Passport and elementary school docs and paperwork
    – Sportsengine – WP Mail SMTP
    – Sportsengine – prep next steps in combined deploy
    – Spray for bugs

    Check Asana
    Clear out Reeder
    Check Inbox Note
    Read through emails
    Go through “To Sort” In Raindrop
    Set a weekly focus
    Publish Weeknote
  • #18: Letting Time Use You

    The feeling of being overwhelmed, blocked by stressors of the mind rather than by an immediate physical threat, is uniquely human. And so is the desire to provide some sort of order to that in the form of “time management.” Both of these concepts, born from human ingenuity, more often than not result in a rabbit hole of wasted time, exacerbating rather than alleviating and making everything worse.

    Whenever something like that occurs to me, I think about the book “Four Thousand Weeks” by Oliver Burkeman, an insightful and profound meditation on the meaning of time, existing within it, and learning to except is finitude.

    And its not just phillosphy. It’s an insightful and practical guide to accepting the limitations of time. However, what I find most intriguing is Burkeman’s ability to completely flip around time in your mind (emphasis mine):

    There is an alternative: the unfashionable but powerful notion of letting time use you, approaching life not as an opportunity to implement your predetermined plans for success but as a matter of responding to the needs of your place and your moment in history.

    Burkeman suggests thinking about time a bit differently then we are often taught, and that endless blog posts and books about time management seem to recommend. Instead of viewing life as a canvas to execute our meticulously planned visions of success, he proposes that we should react to the demands of our surroundings and our unique place in history.

    It’s a reminder to focus on our desires, to embrace what we truly want, and to let go of what we cannot control. It’s not about fighting time, but about learning to dance with it, to let it lead us through the rhythm of life.

    And so, this week I feel overwhelmed. Which is simply my mind telling me to be present, to lean into what I want, and to just fucking let it go.


    You get about a halfway through the Count of Monte Cristo and you realize that it is not actually one novel or one story or one tale. It is many stories nested and layered on top of one another that builds the portrait of a man and his time, and the never-ending march of vengeance. And what stories. Such fun. And so many more left.


    I just got to the fulcrum of Steinbeck’s East of Eden, a reflection on the story of Cain and Abel and its potential meaning. After discussing it earlier, one of the characters of the book, Lee, recounts his own experience in subsequent years studying a specific sentence, and even a specific word, in the translations of the Cain and Abel story. It revolves around the Hebrew word tishmel, and refers Cain relationship to sin after he is cast out. In one translation, Lee says, the word “thou shalt rule” over sin, while in the another it is said that “Do thou rule.” In the former, a promise is made, and in the latter, an order is given.

    But after years of study, Lee and the scholars he refers to found a new meaning for that word. “Thou mayest.” Our ability to conquer sin, Lee says, is up to us. It is a choice.

    This is an essential part of the novel, and is a focal point for all of its various characters and motifs. And is interesting because of how profound it could be. But on the other hand, it is possible that it is not even true. All of which warrants some inspection I think. I’ll be reading up on this.

    The meaning of Tishmel in Steinbeck’s East of Eden. (Just an intro, I want to look into it more and write a proper post)


    little project in each area of his life at any given time. It helps prioritize and choose what to work on in that moment:

    I artificially limit myself to having one major and one minor active side project at a time, my agility goes up because I’m not doing ten projects at once, I’m doing one or two. When one project finishes, I move to the next best idea that fits the available slot. I will never be taking on too much and it’s easier to say “no” to new distractions if I have to substitute projects.

    I love the no nonsense approach. I worry that I allow “projects” of my life to go on for too long and simply become routine or habits. But maybe that’s a plus.

    And speaking of one thing, here’s one trick to help with decision making in teams: decide how to decide.


    John Burroughs on what it is to live life:

    We may fancy that there might be a better universe, but we cannot conceive of a better, because our minds are the outcome of things as they are, and all our ideas of value are based upon the lessons we learn in this world.

    Notes

    Add to Revolutions Podcast
    Finish goals as narratives post
    Scorecard review
    East of Eden Quotes
    Add to management and Async colleciton about everything going on with the team
    Read Brainpickings
    Monthly fiiiaces
    expese report
    Check Asana
    Clear out Reeder
    Check Inbox Note
    Read through emails
    Go through “To Sort” In Raindrop
    Set a weekly focus
    Publish Weeknote
  • #17: Our Personal Worlds

    Kening Zhu has a suggestion. Use your digital space to build a world, and don’t worry so much about an audience.

    instead of “building an audience,” build a world. build a digital garden-ecosystem, that exists — first and primarily — for itself. a world that doesn’t need likes, traffic, subscribers, or clicks — in order to validate its existence.

    My thinking, in this moment, has become much slower. I have tried to focus my mind on building thoughts, and layering together ideas. And so the idea of building a world, my world, is appealing. This year, I want to begin creating my own.

    Writing about our quest for knowledge and answers, Steinbeck once described the ways in which we try to erect a world around our beliefs:

    An answer is invariably the parent of a great family of new questions. So we draw worlds and fit them like tracings against the world about us, and crumple them when they do not fit and draw new ones.

    And this is a key point. Your world is never done and it will often need to be recreated. A world builds over time, and it responds to the changes of our lives. We can’t be afraid to scrap what we have and redraw our own maps.

    If I were to build a world around my ideology and my passions and my thoughts, what would that look like? What are the chapters and how are they organized? What grows from it? I’m not sure yet.


    In the midst of an invasion into Belgium that early French revolutionaries believed would “liberate” the country into liberty, only to have their own values turned against them by a foreign country that felt much more like it was being occupied, the infamous Robespierre had this to say.

    Freedom can never be found by the use of a foreign force

    Robespierre would go on to be rather forceful about freedom not too long after that, but it’s an interesting anti-war sentiment that rings true all these centuries later in our post-Enlightenment age.


    Steinbeck, on the reason for being:

    The truest reason for anything’s being so is that it is. This is actually and truly a reason, more valid and clearer than all the other separate reasons, or than any group of them short of the whole. Anything less than the whole forms part of the picture only, and the infinite whole is unknowable except by being it, by living into it.

    Notes

    Check Asana
    Clear out Reeder
    Check Inbox Note
    Read through emails
    Go through “To Sort” In Raindrop
    Set a weekly focus
    Publish Weeknote
  • #16: The build vs buy dilemma for personal decisions

    AKA The Tinkerer’s Dilemma

    As is probably true for people like me who work in code, and futz around in different note taking apps and personal blogs, I am what you might call something of a tinkerer. And so I often am faced with something like the build vs buy dilemma. But this internal tug-of-war does not revolve around organizational purchasing decisions. It’s more a battle of personal choices, of opting for one methodology over the other.

    By “build” I don’t mean crafting a full-blown application from the ground up. I’m talking about putting together a collection of some light coding and no code solutions. This gives me something more closely aligned with my own personal workflow at the expense of all of that technical, maintained overheead.

    On the other hand, “buy” doesn’t necessarily imply shelling out money for acquiring an off-the-shelf application (a lot of these apps are free). It’s more like buying in, embracing an existing approach and methodology. It’s about capitulating to a particular way of doing things, and trying to bend it to your will.

    My notetaking and general organization tasks have been served by Obsidian for the past few years. Its unique blend of features suits my needs perfectly, and I’ve managed to create a system that is good enough, and that I don’t mess with all that much.

    The other day, though, I got to thinking about something different. I had an urge to develop something similar to a second-brain app – akin to Obsidian or Roam, using my personal WordPress site. I immediately started mapping out all of the different blocks and plugins and little features that I would want to see in something like this.

    And then a night passed. And I thought about it. I began going over the realities of this new project. That initial flash to my brain was energizing, but time makes fools of us all. There were enough details to consider and challenges to overcome and time investments to spend to make the whole thing immensely daunting. Regardless, the very notion of this venture sparked a sense of intrigue and excitement that is, to my tinkerer’s mind, worth exploring. At the intersection of creativity and practicality, I found a new project that’s brimming with possibilities and potential learning experiences. Maybe one day I’ll give it a shot.


    Cassidy is kind of annoyed at React. She’s not the only one.


    Reading through one of Cory Doctrow’s recent posts about the open web, I like that he paused on a point that I find particularly important about the web.

    The web wasn’t inevitable – indeed, it was wildly improbable. Tim Berners Lee’s decision to make a new platform that was patent-free, open and transparent was a completely opposite approach to the strategy of the media companies of the day. They were building walled gardens and silos – the dialup equivalent to apps – organized as “branded communities.” The way I experienced it, the web succeeded because it was so antithetical to the dominant vision for the future of the internet that the big companies couldn’t even be bothered to try to kill it until it was too late.

    The web wasn’t inevitable. It was a gift at the intersection of a perfect circumstance. That’s why so many people have attempted to control it and centralize it and turn it into something that it’s not. Next time somebody tries to tell you that such and such platform embraces free speech, just remember that the web is open. It’s free by default.

    Notes

    Check Asana
    Clear out Reeder
    Check Inbox Note
    Read through emails
    Go through “To Sort” In Raindrop
    Set a weekly focus
    Publish Weeknote
  • #15: Finding focus in the new year

    I’m thinking a lot about focus this week. There’s something about a new year that makes you look forward. I spent the last year trying to clear away time for things that were important to me or to my work: larger projects, time for reading books, for spending time with my family, for writing here and on The History of the Web.

    And that was, somewhat to my surprise, pretty successful. At work, I have been spending more time on priorities. In my personal life I’ve been able to find the time I wanted for writing and reading and organizing my thoughts.

    Now I’m looking forward with a bit of a question mark. I don’t actually know what my goals are right now. What I’m looking to get out of the next year. I’m ready to try something different. So I did what I usually do. I searched around. It brought me to a new book about mindfulness called Peak Mind by Amishi P. Jha. It seems practical and approachable. Clearing my mind and finding focus? That sounds right up my alley.

    I’m looking forward with a flicker of uncertainty. My goals feel a bit hazy and out of focus. But I have settled on one thing—I’m ready to share things up and try something new. I poked around some search engines and checked a few things and stumbled onto at least one intriguing book. It’s called Peak Mind by Amishi P. Jha. It appears to be a practical guide to mindfulness and meditation, a practice I am admittedly a little wary of. Yet, the idea of clearing my mind and focusing better? That sounds like something I could do.


    I’ve returned to Steinbeck for the third time in less than a year in his culminating work East of Eden. It is broad—in length and in scope—but maybe its most admirable quality is how much it takes its time. Grapes of Wraith oscillated between its socially charged narrative and didactic monologues injected by Steinbeck himself. So it’s most brilliant moments live in either the world of the story and its dynamics or in Steinbeck’s soliloquies.

    East of Eden feels different. As it drifts along, Steinbeck pulls on various threads. Different characters, different locales, and all the contrives of an exciting plot. As you read, however, you realize that Steinbeck is pulling from different POVs which blend together a contradictory worldview both confused and in awe of the march of progress.

    And then Steinbeck will do what he does best. Sits himself in the middle of a scenario as a conflict converges and extracts the truth and message in it. East of Eden is fascinating for its thematic density and allegorical connections and autobiographical story. But it’s also sharp and personal and familiar and in the first quarter of the novel, that’s what I’m enjoying the most.


    Things I wrote this week:


    John O’Donohue on the artifice of beginnings:

    When we arrive into the world, we enter this ancient sequence. All our beginnings happen within this continuity. Beginnings often frighten us because they seem like lonely voyages into the unknown. Yet, in truth, no beginning is empty or isolated. We seem to think that beginning is setting out from a lonely point along some line of direction into the unknown. This is not the case. Shelter and energy come alive when a beginning is embraced… We are never as alone in our beginnings as it might seem at the time. A beginning is ultimately an invitation to open toward the gifts and growth that are stored up for us. To refuse to begin can be an act of great self-neglect

    Notes

    Check Asana
    Clear out Reeder
    Check Inbox Note
    Read through emails
    Go through “To Sort” In Raindrop
    Set a weekly focus
    Publish Weeknote
  • #14: Holidays and the nature of conflict

    Here at the holidays for, let’s say, reasons, I am thinking about the nature of conflict, and specifically personal conflict and standing at either end of one. There’s this great post by Adam Mastroianni about conversations. Good ones and bad ones.

    On the nature of conflict, Mastroianni boils it down to the miscues of givers and takers transforming conversation into a zero sum game:

    Neither givers nor takers have it 100% correct, and their conflicts often come from both sides’ insistence that the other side must convert or die. Rather than mounting a Inquisition on our interlocutors, we ought to focus on perfecting our own technique.

    The solution is what he calls doorknobs. Mastroianni’s thesis is that good conversationalists offer affordances in conversations for others to jump in, which is what he refers to as doorknobs, places in a discussion for others to enter. Those doorknobs need to match your personal style. There are givers and takers in a conversation, and takers must present doorknobs with potentially oppositional statements, while givers can invite others with questions.


    Blogging in a Vacuum

    There’s a lot to love about Henrik Karlsson’s A blog post is a very long and complex search query to find fascinating people and make them route interesting stuff to your inbox, starting with the name. It’s an in-depth analysis of the way in which ideas move around in the web, not through self-contained circle but outward like a large river system, collecting different branches along the way. Karlsson has a lot to say about the function of a blog, not as a niche source of viral content, but as a way of producing clarity in thinking.

    He also has some advice. Some very good advice:

    You ask yourself: What would have made me jump off my chair if I had read it six months ago (or a week ago, or however fast you write)? If you have figured out something that made you ecstatic, this is what you should write. And you do not dumb it down, because you were not stupid six months ago, you just knew less. You also write with as much useful detail and beauty as you can muster, because that is what you would have wanted.

    This is a blog that not many people other than myself read. And that’s okay, because it’s some of the most clear thinking I do all week putting posts like this together.


    Wasn’t this supposed to be fun?

    I’ve been catching up on some of those that have written or spoken about the general decline of quality on the web. And there is a lot to say about unfettered algorithms, viscous echo chambers and wanton neglect from custodians of the webs largest traffic sources.

    But also it is very much true that things just aren’t as fun anymore. Writing in the New Yorker, Kyle Chayka sums it up pretty well:

    The precipitous decline of X is the bellwether for a new era of the Internet that simply feels less fun than it used to be. Remember having fun online? It meant stumbling onto a Web site you’d never imagined existed, receiving a meme you hadn’t already seen regurgitated a dozen times, and maybe even playing a little video game in your browser. These experiences don’t seem as readily available now as they were a decade ago.

    Fun, or even discovery, isn’t the primary goal of the web or any source of information on it. It can, rather, be a very serious place just as the world outside the screen can be.

    But there is this idea that I think a lot of people had of the web. That if you connect a bunch of people from all over the world and get them talking, shouldn’t that be at least a little fun? And eye opening and engaging and nuanced and filled wall to wall with the thrill of discovery of new voices and perspectives.

    The walled gardens have closed us in, and now it sometimes feels like there’s no escape.


    Transparency in team communication

    A couple of articles I read were about how to communicate better on a dev team. There’s the practical guide: How To Create Compound Efficiencies In Engineering. A list of a few best practices to bring some efficiency to a team over time. My favorite tidbit was adding tags to PRs that indicate the estimated time to review, and the risk level, which gives team members better context on how much time they’ll need to set aside.

    Pairs well with Paul Robert Lloyd’s talk on Design Histories and recording the history of a project through decisions made. It is essentially a public blog devoted to a project with a focused hiearchy. Not all that dissimilar to what Automattic has been doing with its internal P2s for the better part of 20 years. But design histories have an added benefit of focusing strictly on the types of changes and decisions that have shaped a project, thus giving you a full view.

    A design history looks both forwards and backwards.

    New posts show the team where a service is going, older posts tell the story of how they got to where they are now.


    James Baldwin on Shakespeare:

    The greatest poet in the English language found his poetry where poetry is found: in the lives of the people. He could have done this only through love — by knowing, which is not the same thing as understanding, that whatever was happening to anyone was happening to him.

    Notes

    New projects to add:

    Projects to complete:

    • Atlassian trello migration
    Check Asana
    Clear out Reeder
    Check Inbox Note
    Read through emails
    Go through “To Sort” In Raindrop
    Set a weekly focus
    Publish Weeknote
  • #13: Writing is Magic

    It is so hard to communicate to another person what is in your mind. It is thee greatest endeavor to try, and the exercise of writing is on of the more concentrated efforts you can make to try. It is certainly true that writing is magic, in that provides clarity both for yourself and for others. There are very few other practices that, simply from the habit of doing it as often as you can, will make you a better thinker. But writing does that.

    And one key to that is the friction of writing. The resistance that it brings to your mind that is uncomfortable. Your brain will even try to trick you into thinking that it is a waste of time. As I spend time writing this post I know no one else will read, I can somewhat believe that. But I will walk away from this more clear than when I started, and that is definitely not nothing.

    Notes & Errata


    I’ve been enjoying reading through entries in People & Blogs, which is more or less what it sounds like: interesting conversations with people that maintain personal blogs. There’s a nugget of wisdom in every single one, and they are fun, quick, reads.


    Tom King’s Vision Series

    Is just about the best damn Marvel books I’ve ever read. They are steeped in canon, but somehow still set apart from things. The prose rivals that of any great novel and the art is expressive and interesting and detailed. There is such a completeness to it all.

    At the center of the story is what is at the center of many things when it comes to Vision. What is it to be human? What is it to love and be loved and to build a family and to be hated and to risk everything and to stumble and to fall and to dig a hole so deep you don’t know if you will ever get out. And what is it when all of that is wrapped in a superhuman, infallible package that cannot err and refuses to break course.

    The P vs NP narration is an incredible series of quotes. And the final lines:

    “That was very nice.”

    “No. It was kind”


    No one knows what the hell they’re doing

    All those headlines about smart algorithms and machine learning and piles and piles and piles of data, and social networks still have no idea how to push the stuff people want to see to them. I mean they do. We just want to see the stuff our friends were posting. But that would’t keep us scrolling on the site, so they have to resort to dumber and dumber tactics to trick people into staying on site.

    Case in point, a recent discovery on the Garbage Day podcast that Facebook is promoting a ton of content from a single blogger writing on a Christian Fundamentalist site in his spare time, simply because a whole lot of people are responding with the word Amen, thus making the content “look” positive and engaging.


    After Revolution

    A new book this week, The Count of Monte Cristo. I’m somewhat familiar with the story, though I had no idea it was this long (the audiobook is 47 hours). So I think I’ll be at this one for a while.

    Alexandre Dumas was the son of a Haitian general born into slavery, turned French revolutionary who was one of the top generals for Napoleon before he lost favor and was temporarily exiled. Dumas based a lot of his characters on his father, who he had a deep respect for, though he only knew him for a very brief time. Of his father, he wrote:

     Still today, the memory of my father, in every form of his body. In every feature of his face, is as present to me as if I had lost him yesterday; it’s a fact, in short, that I still love him today; I love him with such tender affection, as deep and as real as if he had protected my childhood and as if I had the good fortune of passing from childhood to adolescence supported by his strong arm.

    All of which is to say that the French Revolution is very much the backdrop for the book, and it is hard to not read it as a reverence for the revolutionaries, and his father for their convictions. Already in the first chapters, Dumas explorers the cost of being uncommitted in one’s own convictions, and the price of innocence in an unjust world.


    Notes

    For tomorrow

    • Email Ciaite back
    • Fried Rice
    • Deploy reeund workflow
    • Call the plumber
    • Clear out the office
    • Deploy refund workflow
    • Talk to Tina about single decision log idea
    • Sportsengine retainer tasks
    • Sportsengine reach out to don abouto build proceess
    • History fo the web – ideas and links for Geoff
    Check Asana
    Clear out Reeder
    Check Inbox Note
    Read through emails
    Go through “To Sort” In Raindrop
    Set a weekly focus
    Publish Weeknote
  • #12: Web Components, Web Technologies and Things that Last

    The magical moment of web components and design systems

    There’s something in the air this holiday season that’s got everybody talking about web components. Scott Vandehey sums it up nicely: Web Components are Having a Moment. A lot of this was kicked by off by some reason posts about using “Light DOM” vs shadow DOM (which Eric Meyer concisely summed up for us). The basic difference being that, at the expense of losing some features of shadow DOM and greater encapsulation, you can very easily style a web component from outside the web component. And for a lot of people, that’s enough to make it click.

    But for me, the light bulb moment came this week when I got around to reading Brad Frost’s recent deep dive into design systems, The Design System Ecosystem. This is the line that caught my eye:

    We’ve helped organizations build design systems in a multitude of technologies over the years, but as time goes by we now heartily recommend one specific technology to build a core design system for the web: Web Components. Web Components are a standard, part of the web platform itself. That means they’re interoperable with any web framework or technology, they’re lightweight, they’re themeable, and they’re self-contained.

    Brad has been doing this kind of work for a very, very long time. And he works with heavy hitters in the enterprise world with tons of legacy systems and tangled implementations to sort through. The kind of thing I find myself in each and every week as well.

    And for that use case, Web Components fit like a glove. They can be layered on to just about any system and be fitted to adapt it. Combine that with some selective components that utilize Light DOM, and you may even be able to swap in pieces of a UI layer, ad-hoc and as needed, as time goes on, bundling in the JavaScript with the component, but without having to change any of the CSS or styling for a site.

    All of this has prompted me to do a couple of experiments on my own, and so far I am quite enjoying the simplicity of web components, and the fact that they are just web technologies all the way down.


    What it’s like to write on the web

    Here’s a conundrum. We have a medium that’s been around for thirty years. It’s the major source of information around the world, and it’s the most prolific and vast streams of words, and media several orders of magnitude over. And yet it’s often still talked about as a proto-medium, something lesser than. Decades ago, authors like Steven Johnson (who wrote Interface Culture and is now working on NotebookLM over at Google) were trying to figure out how the medium of hypertext was going to separate itself from others and become a fully expressive new form.

    And in some ways, it just never has. Megan Marz reflected on that very disconnect in her piece, Poets in the Machine. Lamenting the lack of critical recognition that online writers receive simply because they happen to be writing online, she writes:

    The public record of literature in the 21st century is full of gaping holes where these things should be. The missing material is right there on our screens, but it slides past with little formal acknowledgement. While it’s become banal to observe that online life is fully enmeshed with the rest of the world, an imaginary curtain separates online writing from the rest of U.S. literature. It’s time to take that curtain down.

    And yet, online writers helped to define a new voice, one that would be impossible without the web. It’s a style that Johnson participated in, and helped to define. And it’s one that has now made it’s way into other forms of popular culture. And so I don’t know if I agree with Marz that online writing even needs formal recognition, but I do think it’s a disservice to set it apart from “serious” writing so callously.


    A Mindful Universe

    I listened to an interview with Marcelo Gleiser on the Why is this Happening podcast, and they briefly talked about Gleiser’s book, The Dawn of a Mindful Universe: A Manifesto for Humanity’s Future.

    I thought what Gleiser had to say on what a mindful universe means was one of the most poetic and clarifying ideas I have ever heard:

    And if we weren’t here, with the narrative of creation or trying to figure out what the big bang is or what an atom is or what is democracy, the universe would not have a voice. And so one of the fundamental things that the only reason we have a voice is that we exist in this planet that allow us to be here…

    … And so the mindfulness is that with the emergence of humans in this planet that started to ask fundamental questions about existence, the universe gained a mind, too. So in a sense, the universe is thinking about itself through us.


    John O’Donohue on the light that lives within us all:

    There is a quiet light that shines in every heart. It draws no attention to itself, though it is always secretly there. It is what illuminates our minds to see beauty, our desire to seek possibility, and our hearts to love life. Without this subtle quickening our days would be empty and wearisome, and no horizon would ever awaken our longing. Our passion for life is quietly sustained from somewhere in us that is wedded to the energy and excitement of life. This shy inner light is what enables us to recognize and receive our very presence here as blessing.

    Notes

    Check Asana
    Clear out Reeder
    Check Inbox Note
    Read through emails
    Go through “To Sort” In Raindrop
    Set a weekly focus
    Publish Weeknote
  • #11: Navigating the end of year scaries

    There is a strange and unsettling feeling that happens in December, as time rushes forward and slows down all at once. And so it becomes a balancing act of sorts. Here are the kinds of things that I am personally trying to balance:

    • I have a really exciting new direction for History of the Web I’m trying to mock up right now
    • I’ve been trying to sell this damn dining room table on Facebook Marketplace (which, by the way, fuck Facebook Marketplace). It’s not going well.
    • Balancing a couple of client projects, and a fun internal one as well
    • Presents. We’re buying them, wrapping them, putting them under a tree. Trying to get ahead of it all this week.

    But anyway, I like to end the year with some focus and something new. And that energy is going to be put into what I have going on with the History of the Web right now. To mock up the site, I’ve been using WordPress’ full site editing a whole lot lately, and I want to write that up this week. The results have been… mixed, but I think it’s more liberating than it is limiting.

    The key is in the results, and I can often get bogged down in the details. Full Site Editing helps me to focus away from that and figure out solutions with what’s already there. It’s not perfect, but hey that was standing in the way of good anyway. By next month, I expect to have something out.


    I am getting to the end of reading (listening to) Bleak House. And as it all comes together in the final chapters, I’m struck by the emphasis on the power of the individual even inside an overwrought and broken down system. It is only through the compassion of John Jardynce that Ada and Esther are given a chance at all. It is only through the tenacity for truth of Mr Bucket that an innocent man does not go to jail. Sir Leicester’s final act with his wife is to forgive all, and Dickens pauses to praise this gesture:

    His noble earnestness, his fidelity, his gallant shielding of her, his generous conquest of his own wrong and his own pride for her sake, are simply honourable, manly, and true. Nothing less worthy can be seen through the lustre of such qualities in the commonest mechanic, nothing less worthy can be seen in the best-born gentleman. In such a light both aspire alike, both rise alike, both children of the dust shine equally.

    Much gets stuck in the mud in Bleak House. And those that embed themselves within government and the law and all manners of buereaucracy are eventually ground down by it. But those that cut through that, and simply act out of their own goodness (Jardynce, Woodcourt, Esther, Bucket, Mrs. Bagnet, etc.) are able to advance the world forward nonetheless. And that is a powerful message.


    Just one more thing to add. Michael Silverblatt’s interview with David Foster Wallace about Infinite Jest on the former’s radio program Bookworm. Silverblatt is a fantastic interviewer and immediately interrogates Wallace on the particularities of the novels structure, which he compares to fractals, and the journey to find the message inside of the book. And Wallace quotes from a similar refrain which is that his job is not only to challenge but to entertain, so despite the labyrinth of a plot and structure, he strove to fid clarity for his readers.


    Martha Nussbaum, on Proust, and a possible explanation for why the exact matches of dating profiles so often miss anyway:

    Intellect’s account of psychology lacks all sense of proportion and depth and importance… [Such a] cost-benefit analysis of the heart — the only comparative assessment of which intellect, by itself, is capable — is bound, Proust suggests, to miss differences of depth. Not only to miss them, but to impede their recognition. Cost-benefit analysis is a way of comforting oneself, of putting oneself in control by pretending that all losses can be made up by sufficient quantities of something else. This stratagem opposes the recognition of love — and, indeed, love itself.

    Notes

    Check Asana
    Clear out Reeder
    Check Inbox Note
    Read through emails
    Go through “To Sort” In Raindrop
    Set a weekly focus
    Publish Weeknote

    Stuff fro today: